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Through the
Fire
an excerpt
The sky is high and
clear, looking splendidly unreal this morning with its perfectly formed
bright white clouds -- puf, puf, puf -- floating along like chu-chu
cars clipped from a children's book and pasted upon this expanse of
crystal blue.
Closer to the earth the atmosphere hangs calm yet charged -- portent
with life striving to transcend the divide between earth and heaven. In
fact the heavens today do not appear either distant or otherworldly,
but more like a pleasantly amorphous point between here and more here.
The heavens also suggest a delight in the unknowing of it all, a
hypersensitive chaotic order, a playful catch-as-you-can puzzle-making…
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Then the base elements in this speedily revolving sky seem to hold
still and act almost human – self-conscious, predictable, mortal -- for
just the briefest of moments. Ignored for eons as they went about their
daily business, today the elementals react to attention given them by
millions of earthlings gazing skyward during this exotic astronomical
convergence of planets, stars and moons. The heavens seem to prim
vainly and heave rapturous: a pause is felt in the usual madcap
rotation of the earth. In the brief quiet respite from spin, a
nonverbal message transmits that inspires millions of happy-face
smiles: it jostles like a tickle, this visceral coaxing of earthlings
to stop taking themselves so serious; to delight more in the mystery
and wonder of Life; and to relax and be more joyful and harmonious.
Boom! A bright light peels forth from the sun in that micro-second
cosmic pause, as though from the sun reflecting upon itself. The
heavens blaze and the earth-boat rocks giddily...
Flower petals wiggle and stretch skyward, insects stop bothering them
and just watch, and the remains of a heap of decomposed twigs in a
place where a young woman died nearly two decades earlier moves up
slightly as though from a breath within it.
The flash of brightness frames the remains of a crash that ended the
young girl's physical life: the bowed bottom of an oak that stopped
growing, left sappy, spore-covered, brown and stunted. And directly
behind it, a crumbling brick wall covered in moss and ivy -- the
camouflage that sealed their fate.
In the middle of this nook that is left just as it was, there’s a
bridal of dead flowers in a sign of the cross, marking the spot where
the young woman breathed her last breath. Beyond that, most of the wild
overgrowth that had been here two decades ago has been trimmed down,
pruned, manicured and landscaped. It now marks a clear footpath to the
VARIGOD CENTER FOR YOGA AND HEALTH.
As the moment of stillness abates and movement returns to the universe
-- reluctantly, disappointingly -- like someone breaking back into a
long-held habit after a too-short respite, a moment of eerie darkness
follows the unreal brightness. Flowers droop, insects scamper into the
earth and the earth itself appears as though it might just cease to
exist, again. The lovely charade of Life over?
No. The darkness lasts even shorter than the brightness. Then
everything seems back to normal. Though for millions of earthlings --
many of whom are desperate for a redirection, forlorn, crazy, depressed
and Ur-compassionate – they wholeheartedly pray not.
Earth lurches back into its heavy familiar groove and a shock is felt.
Tremors rock below the earth-surface, tides rise up as high as
mountains, the mean kill and shy love. Mystics feel revived and
favored. Die-hard revolutionaries everywhere feel the time has finally
come. Evangelists call out for the Second Coming, and U.F.O spotters
spot them everywhere. Scientists scoff. And hippies and Mayans smoke
grass and wake up naked together praying to the Sun from real- and
designer-hilltops throughout the Americas.
Exactly twenty years hence the 1967 Summer of Love, it's the Summer of
Magick. The destined timeline for moving out of a grid of Materialism,
Aggression, Possession...The Wheel, Tools, Iron, Steel, Flight, Fight,
War, Slavery, The Time Clock, Money, Banks, Wealth and Poverty...
Now What?
As though in answer, or at least consideration of the question, a warm
wind laden with more years of life and memory than can be measured,
blows across the surface of the earth. When it wafts over the place
where the remains of the young woman had been memorialized, something,
lighter than air, and invisible, lifts up.
One could almost hear this invisible entity, in harmony with the earth,
moan ‘Ahhhh!’
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